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A day passed before either made the first move to apologize.

Neither Thor nor Loki could remember why they had fought. It was over something silly: a stolen toy or a mean word.  But whatever had transpired led to the boys throwing punches at the other. The corridor echoed with screams and the sound of shoves and falls. It was Odin himself who broke them apart, with a shout and a stern look. The two brothers froze in place, fearful of Odin's wrath.

Thor found Loki in the library, which was Loki's favorite room in the whole palace. He had pulled his chair up to the window close in the corner of the room, the sunlight directly hitting his face. He squinted, a troubled expression on his face. Thor called Loki's name.

"I feel terrible," Thor admitted.

"As do I," Loki said. He turned around.

"I never want to fight you. Ever again."

"Then why don't we promise not to fight?" Loki asked.

"Like a pact?"

"A pact."

Later that day they returned to the library with a dagger that Loki had stolen from the armory. They knelt on the floor. Thor held the dagger up, careful not to drop it.

"Hold out your hand," he told Loki.

Loki did so. Thor lowered it and made a small cut across the palm. Loki winced.

"Are you alright?"

"I'm fine," Loki said, trying to be brave.

Thor took the dagger to his left hand. He made the same type of cut. Thor's bleeding hand joined Loki's. His dark blue eyes stared into Loki's light ones.

"I swear," Thor began. "On my life and on my blood that I Thor Odinson."

"And I swear on my life and on my blood that I Loki Odinson," Loki jumped in.

"Will always and forever be at peace," Thor continued. "As long as there is a sun and a moon. Stars, and nine realms, we will never take arms against the other."

"No evil thoughts will come into our minds. No fists will clench," Loki said. "We will strive to live together as friends and brothers."

"May this blood seal our pact," the two said in unison.

They let go. Blood was dripping onto the floor. Thor wiped at it with the sleeve of his tunic.  Loki cradled his hand. The pain had overcome him.
Loki blinked. He tilted his head to the side, unsure of what he was seeing. His brother, who he had not seen in months, was standing in front of his cell. The fluorescent lights from above shone through his long golden locks.

"Thor," Loki spoke for the first time in days. His voice was low and cracked.

"Loki," Thor tried to keep his expression blank but his lip trembled.

"What do you want from me?" Loki asked with a hint of annoyance in his voice.

"To see you," Thor said.

"And why would you do that?"

"Because it is my duty as a brother to care for you," Thor said.

"You were never a brother of mine," Loki curtly said.

"Even if we are not brothers by blood we are brothers by bond!" Thor exclaimed. "Haven't the years we spent together meant anything to you? I never dreamed that we would be the other's downfall. I can't bear this anymore."

"Then walk away," Loki narrowed his eyebrows and avoided Thor's glance.

"I will never leave you," Thor's voice shook. "Give it up Loki. For you. For me. Give up your hate and anger. I want us to be the brothers we once were."

"Haven't you heard me?" Loki raised his voice. "You were never a brother of mine."

"Damn it Loki!" Thor's eyes started to water. "How could you? How could you? Do you really hate me that much?"

"I do Odinson" Loki growled.

Thor's body tightened. His arms moved in close to his chest. His cheeks were a blotchy red. Tears streamed down his face.

"But we promised," he whispered. "All those years ago. That pact--"

"A child's game," Loki spat. "Are you that thick enough to believe such a foolish thing? Spare me your sentiment. I do not want to be poisoned by it."

Thor did not respond. He blinked back his tears as he looked at Loki for the last time. Then he turned and headed towards the stairs.
The air was filled with the screams of the dying and the crackling of flames. The whole field was on fire. Everything burned. It was end of the worlds. Surtur had prevailed and nothing could stop it.

The two brothers who had been fighting to the death were now sprawled out on the ground. They were mortally wounded. Thor let out a groan and turned his head towards Loki who was right next to him.

"Loki," Thor gasped.

"Thor...Brother," It was the first time in a thousand years that Loki had acknowledged Thor as his brother.

"I feel terrible," Thor choked out. The tears on his cheeks mingled with blood.

"As do I," Loki weeped. His face was ashen and covered in bruises.

"Will we ever learn?" Thor cried out mournfully. "Bound together by love, pulled away by hate. Fighting over the most trivial things."

"Like when we were children," Loki tried to let out a laugh but wheezed.

"You remember that pact?" Thor asked.

"Yes. I do."

Shakily, his hand reached out to touch Thor's. It was bleeding from a stab wound. Thor took it. His hand also bled.

"I, Loki Laufeyson."

"And I, Thor Odinson."

"On my remaining life and blood, promise to be at peace with my brother."

"As long as there is a sun and a moon. The stars and the nine realms. Until I am no more," Thor said.

"We will strive to die as friends and brothers."

"May this blood seal our pact," they whispered.

They loosely kept their hands on top of each other. Their strength was fading and they could not move.

"That's one pact we will keep," Thor let out a pained smile.

"And if we are reborn?" Loki asked.

"Then I hope that our pact will carry over."

The blood ran cold and flowed on the scorched grass. The two brothers stared into each other's eyes as they breathed their last.
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For the first time ever, they were truly alone.

No parents or siblings to walk in on them, no Ben to suddenly pop up by the car or the window, it was just the two of them on a Thursday afternoon in her dorm room. As far as they knew, they were the only ones on the floor.

Gwen straightened her shoulders and glanced up as Kevin approached her. He sat down next to her on the bed. She never realized how small college beds were; she could hardly fit in them herself. How could it hold the two of them?

Her heart was pounding. The room suddenly felt overwhelmingly warm. She could feel the sweat soak through her shirt. Was it from the excitement? Nerves? Or both?

Kevin faced Gwen. His hand delicately took hold of her ponytail and undid it. Her long red hair was set free, cascading down her back. His hand wrapped around her waist. He nervously smiled.

She knew he was a virgin like her. She had never gone farther than kissing with her first boyfriend, and Kevin's first relationship didn't last long enough to get to kissing. She was his first kiss. They tested out second together, and a bit of third. And now, they would go further than they ever had before.

She placed a hand on his chest. His head leaned in and their lips met. Her lips parted and her tongue slid into his mouth.  It was the type of kiss that was slow and passionate; sending a tingling sensation throughout her body. Gwen felt her hands cling to his shirt, pulling it up and over his head. Her palms dug into his chest, her fingers tracing every inch of his. She pulled back when she felt his hands lift up her shirt to lean back in again.

Gwen more at ease. She lost herself in the embrace, navigating through tastes and touches. Some she was familiar with. Others completely new.

"Like that?" He asked.

"Yes," she let out a breathy whisper.

One by one each layer was clothing was shed. Until there was nothing left.

They had seen each other in various states of undress before but they had never been completely exposed before. Gwen felt chills go down her spine as the air brushed against her skin. She jutted back, almost as if to cover herself with her hands but her arms fell at her side.

"You ok?"

"Yeah, I'm fine. It's just that I'm nervous," she admitted.

"Me too," he said.

"But at least we're doing this together you know," she put a hand on his shoulder.

"Yeah," he smiled. "God, you look absolutely beautiful right now."

"Not so bad yourself," she smirked. Her eyes hungrily gazed over his body. Kevin reached over to the nightstand and grabbed the condom. His hands fumbled as he tried to open the wrapper.

"Agh!" He exclaimed.

"Let me get that," she took it from him. Even though her hands were clammy they managed to rip it open at the first try. She shakily handed it back to him.



And just a few seconds later it began.

It was uncomfortable at first. Balancing his weight against hers, the tiny space underneath them with almost no room to move. But they adjusted and adapted the best they could and Gwen gave into the passion. It was the thrill of a roller coaster at the highest speed, sending bursts of energy with every climb and drop. She had felt like this before, but it never had been this strong. And she and Kevin were bonded in a way that was more intimate and exhilarating than anything that came before. It was if her soul had merged with his' and become one. The world disappearing around them as they floated up and away to the stars. It was only the two of them, just the two of them, and they were truly alone.

And then it was over.

Gwen was surprised it stopped so soon. She wanted more, she craved more. Yet at the same time she felt wiped out like all the times after a huge battle . She took a deep breath and sat up. She scooted over to Kevin, hoping that they wouldn't be squashed in the tiny corner of the bed.

"Wow," he exhaled, putting his hands on his knees. "That was---wow."

"Yeah. It really felt great," she grabbed onto his arm. "But I think next time we should find a different place to have sex. This bed's kinda making me really claustrophobic."

"I was scared you were gonna fall off that thing," he laughed. "And then I'd topple off trying to get you back up."  She laughed along with him and snuggled close. He put his arm around her.

It wasn't exactly perfect like she dreamed it would be. But it was experience of its own and Gwen felt proud. And she was happy that she was able to share it with Kevin.
Alone Together
What I'd figure would happen if Kevin and Gwen lost their virginity together. Headcanoning that it happened in college
Hope you enjoyed this!
So there's a fanfiction I want to write, about one of my otps losing their virginity to each other.

The problem is that they are both 16 and 17. I don't want to write anything explicit (because that would be considered to be underage porn) but I don't want to do a fade to black scene like they do in YA novels.

A few years back in the day when I was 17 I had no problem writing explicit fan fictions about the pairing because I was the same age range as they were. Now that I'm older, things are different.

Is it ok if use a lot of emotional description and don’t describe anything physical beyond touching? Has anyone else been in this situation?


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I like a bunch of shows/ fandoms. The top right now are Ben 10 (all series), Hetalia, The Avengers, Adventure Time, various animes, Gravity Falls, Game of Thrones, Doctor Who, Supernatural....and many more
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DivineROAR Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014  Professional General Artist
Coulson and May are Papa and Mama!
GoldenGirl954 Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014
I know! And that hug Skye gave Coulson was so sweet. I wanted her to hug May too at the end. Too bad she didn't
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Thank you very much for the +fave! :hug:
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No problem! ;)
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Thank you for the :+fav: on my Holy Rome/Chibitalia fanart! I appreciate it! :heart:
GoldenGirl954 Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2014
No problem! It's really cute ^ ^
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Thank you! ^ ^
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thanks for the comment^^
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